I am sailing far away to the north. I do not understand what is it so interesting at the west that everybody heading there… with a rush.
Here with my boat, I am sailing to the north. The place where I can be always me and there is no such things as tensions amongst brothers and sisters.
I am sailing to the north with an excited feelings that I can jump so high, with a spirit that will never dies… in a very slow movement that I can enjoy life.
I can see that you disagree with me, Pals… but no worries.
Let’s just say bye and be separated by this Summer breeze. I am going to the north, and I feel so proud.
…for successful is not measured by the compliance of a system, but by the experiences one has earned.
28th of August, 2013.
Jennifer Aniston’s adorable reaction when the FRIENDS themesong was played on the set of We’re The Millers.
I love FRIENDS…. from the deepest of my heart :’)
…and with all my heart, I want to apologize to myself that I have spent rupiahs at a waste today. Not that I am not aware that amount is pretty big, but that I was simply being ridiculous and irresponsible just like I have always been all these years. Not to mention that I am not having a good plan about it, but that I am still stepping my difficult road on the way to be a better person.
So… I guess, I will always remember 24th of August, 2013. The day I was lazying around, postponing urgent things, not managing my time well so that I was late for my flight (that I arranged myself so I could go to the inauguration night) today.
Goodbye my 500K buffet. Enjoy the night, folks.
…and enjoy the train, young lady. Ha!
We can always been tricked by the way people want us to think; that’s what you called persuasion.
A man could always made a woman think she is the universe of his, while in fact, she’s not the only one. Men, they can jungle women; but women (mostly) can not.
I always blamed those who easily trust words told by men. I don’t believe men, but my father and my male-siblings. Men, they are stink. It is not that I am not into men, I do, but I don’t trust them easily.
The picture above is Indrayanti Beach, Gunungkidul, Daerah Istimewa Yogyakarta. I went there with my mother and my niece. The place was a little bit noisy than it was (a longer time ago). At that place, I decided to report to the Neptune : “I am over him, Neptune-dear. I am ready to sail my boat. First, I want to go away from the land we’ve used to be together. Second, I want to go far away; I want to start a new day, a new me. Third, I want to go slow, therefore, I will never forget the effort I pursue to get to the island where I belong. And, so that I will remember him and us in a good way.”
Today, things are changed. It is true what people say, “knowing is a scary thing”. This very time, I knew that I was one of those women I yelled at for being naive and foolish.
There is a time when you do not really know which thing you’d better believe. What you saw or what you heard. Deep inside, I was clear with what he tried to communicates to me. But, starting from that point, I will only trust what he said and let the past pass-by.
Men. Should we ever trust them?
There must be one we could lay our trust on, though. Like the old people say for complicated things :
"Just wait and see. Time will tell"
What a crazy week, what a crazy days.
It had been months, since I have you near.
It is not that I want to have you like I did, I just want to spend good times together again.
It might be crazy. But, sometimes, I’d rather have you close with those miseries and lay my heavy world in the wide universe you offered, than facing this ugly reality.
Every woman have to grab the strength and stand for her own life. Meaning, I have to go on, with or without you.